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Personal Log - Stardate 5056.51

Posted on Tue Jul 30th, 2013 @ 10:26am by Ensign Alcide Rennan
Edited on Tue Jul 30th, 2013 @ 1:34pm

Chief Communications Officer's Personal Log - Stardate Five Zero Five Six point Five One.

It has been a couple of days since the Captain and myself had a meeting. My suspicions about the "accident" were well founded. My impressions of the Captain were a bit unfounded. Yes he is an attractive man, very much so, but he is not really the package. That's ok though. I'm here for a different reason. I think I concern him about something. It hung in the air. I am not sure he's ever dealt with a Telepath before.

He was very careful to keep reminding me to stay out of people's personal information, but I don't think he gets it. I really can't. Which is why I don't talk about stuff. It's a bit of an odd feeling though, to walk the corridors of the ship and have the crew stop and look at you. You know what they are thinking without even reading their thoughts. I miss home. The honesty, or lack of it, here is cold. It is just as bad as Starfleet academy.

The headaches are back. I am almost out of the pills too. I am going to have to see if the Chief Medical Officer has anything similar to them, to help with the throbbing pain. I'm sure he does, given that the Academy did. Though, truth be told, I'm more worried about him wanting to prod and poke me about my abilities. Apparently, I'm sort of a novelty.

I started working on a new tree today, this time I decided to do a Japanese Maple from Earth. She is a bit sickly right now, but with the fertilizer spray I acquired from Hydroponics and a bit of tender loving care, she'll look magnificent. I miss my collection back in the academy gardens. I spent many hours on them. Guess I'll start one here.

Also, I'm not sure if it is the experimental Warp Core or the excitement of the crew about being back, but I have a constant buzzing in my head. I've only really had it once or twice before, but not for this long. I am going to check with the Chief Medical and Engineers to make sure it's not a me thing. They may need some extra shielding. I don't know. Maybe it's just me. We'll see.

Sometimes, just sometimes, I wish I wasn't here. I wish I was back home. These Humans are not quite what they present themselves to be. A lot of them have secrets that they hide. They need to take a lesson from Betazoids, just let the truth out.

Well, I'm going to take a pill and lay down. My head hurts and there are a lot of distant mumbles in my head right now.

End of personal log.


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Tags: 5056, Ramblings